Planting The Seed

One thought, one moment, one look... at any moment your life can change. When you think about it- why do things happen the way they do? Do you believe that everything happens for a reason? Do you believe everyone who crosses your path holds some form of significance? Were you put on this earth for a higher purpose? There is no right or wrong answer. It’s ultimately what you believe. Who says you’re not destined for greatness? Or that coincidence’s aren’t just a “coincidence.” Here’s the thing- people will tell you, “you read into things too much”, but what if we’re not reading enough? You ever hear that quote “knowledge is power”? Well- knowledge about YOURSELF is POWER. This is where that whole solitude concept comes into play. Here’s some food for thought- How many of you can actually say what you want to say in any given moment and not feel guilty about it? Or if you do say what you truthfully want to say- where does that guilt come from? Does that mean if you feel guil...

You every feel pain so deep, it’s almost as if that pain was the blood that runs through your veins? Everywhere you go it flows inside you. Sometimes you can’t breathe it hurts that bad.   It’s crazy to think that it’s possible for a human to feel pain in such a way that it literally consumes them. You sit there in the dark and pray that it’ll magically go way. That you’ll wake up the next day and it won’t be there. You can bury it, hide from it, try and out run it but eventually it’ll surface. I call those moments “trigger moments.” It’s when all that pain hits you like a thousand waves of emotion, and first you’ll feel sad, then you’ll get angry and eventually you’ll feel so lost in your own ocean of fear that you’re left with nothing but solidarity and absolutely terrified of your own mind. I’ll be the first to tell you- it’s fucking scary. Your mind has the ability to literally make or break you. Every thought you feed it, manifests and subconsciously that very tho...