Planting The Seed

I have been trying to find the words to compile in this blog episode to make sense of the whirlwind of emotions and achievements I have accomplished. I am going through mid terms at the moment- with two exams down, I have two more left. I have never been good with exams of any type, or really "good" at being the whole book worm nerd. I tried all different strategies within a good 5 day span to prepare for an exam on all the lessons I have been learning over these last 6 weeks, desperately hoping that it would be enough. After my first midterm I wasn't sure how to feel... I felt like I had done well, but I have been so wrong about that feeling in the past. The next morning I woke up to an email with my test score. I had achieved a 90% score on my midterm. Before I knew it I had found myself in tears, I was in complete disbelief. I couldn't believe that I had accomplished that all on my own. I did it! and it was such an overwhelming feeling to be able to work hard and a...

I miss you, I miss your soul, I miss having you be, a person I know  The time that’s past,  And the memories jaded,  But yet your presence, has never faded  Pierced in my heart, Lit like an eternal flame, I wonder if things, will ever be the same  It hurts to miss you, It cuts me deep, And in the night, I cannot sleep,  My soul radiates, To be loved by you, You’d think your love was all I knew, How to love, And how to forgive, I guess it’s all a part, of this life we live, So what is life, if I cannot be free  To rid the wounds of use to be,  A tangled heart, left tattered and torn  A young woman, waiting for a new love to be reborn