Planting The Seed

Lately I find myself asking when the events in my life will quit snowballing into one another... Don't get me wrong, I have a wonderful life that I am forever grateful for, however some of the time it's just one shit thing after another for a brief period until it passes, but until then, it feels like it'll never end. It can be a challenge to not let all the emotions consume your mind. A multitude of a thoughts rush in and I am just baffled at how to make sense of them all. What's ironic is the BIG "problems" are the ones I should have been prepared for. Those inevitable changes that you know are coming but just smack you right in the face as they walk past you. My head feels so clustered that it could honestly explode into a million pieces. So how do I make sense of it? Well, usually begins with calling my "person". The one who sees you at your best and your worst, you listens to your every complaint with no judgement, celebrates every victory and...

I know it's coming, But I look away, Collecting thoughts, And words to say, It never easier, And life isn't just, But living each moment, With you is a must, Reality sets in, And I have to admit, This pain in my heart, Has me ready to quit, You keep me strong, When life gives too much, Time to let go of this fantasy crutch, It may not seem fair, As the sorrow digs deep, For now you are ready, To take the next leap, Jump into faith, And hold onto prayer, Forever the memories, That you and I will share 💟

As the sunsets, My eyes become weary, The darkness outside begins to feel eerie, Chained by uncertainty, I fall to knees, Praying for guidance, that will put me at ease, The fog creeps up and drowns my sorrows, Another night that brings empty tomorrows, Drained by sadness, I seek solace in truth, Taking me back, to memories of youth, A smile forms, and I am glowing inside, I can feel the happiness coming alive, As the night goes on, I rejoice with laughter, Chasing the dreams I have greatly sought-after, Good-Bye night, for a new day has come, No longer in the darkness will I ever feel numb  

As time goes on, The more I see, The value in seeking, authenticity, Not for show, But simply for me, To live my life, happily, The personal growth from the inside, out, The joy and fulfillment that come about, In each day, and within each week, In every moment that I seek, To establish my place in this world on my own, And praise the universe for how far i have grown, For as an individual, They're may come a time, When you are forced to face that difficult line, This is when you need to push through, And do the things you've always wanted to pursue, For there is no better time to do what you love, And break through barriers when push comes to shove, With your head held high put fear aside, This life is too short to run and hide, We are capable of so much more than we see, Its sad that some get comfortable with mediocrity, Make the choice to seek your passion, That excites your soul, like the new trend in fashion, The time will keep ticking, so don...

I see it in you, I see it in your eyes, The hurt, The pain, The endless cries, A wish for change, That feels beyond scope, Yet you cling to love, With endless hope, A grasp so strong, With a fear so deep, Unclear of which direction you should leap, Filled sorrow, And your head held high, That love in your heart is beginning to die, From diamonds to ash, And love to lies, Living in a world you've grown to despise, The clouds get darker, And the days feel long, Always looking for where you belong, The sadness comes but then it goes, For reasons some times, no one knows, But truth be told, That life is tough, So be that diamond in the rough, Life goes on, And time will tell, That you are capable to get past your own living hell.